Inertia
I feel like I have all of this kinetic energy pent up inside me. I feel like I’m just on the precipice, waiting for external forces to nudge me one way or the other. (I also sometimes feel like I may spontaneously combust, but that’s another show, kids!)
Work is going. Bill paying is going. I try to take time to enjoy the simple pleasures in life…like reading or just making a meal. I know I live a small and simple life, and that’s ok with me. Honestly.
I do just feel like I’m missing out on an integral part of who I am because I’ve been basically single for 4 1/2 years. I know plenty of people who think that seems silly, but that’s just me. Bruins and Sox loving, TapFish and crossword puzzle playing, boxers and t-shirt wearing, Covert Affairs and Bill Maher watching, submissive and aggressive little old me.

“close call there in the shadows. there’s an end to the dark. cuz there’s someone out there..”
Oh Sarah…good song too