Inertia

I feel like I have all of this kinetic energy pent up inside me. I feel like I’m just on the precipice, waiting for external forces to nudge me one way or the other. (I also sometimes feel like I may spontaneously combust, but that’s another show, kids!)

Work is going. Bill paying is going. I try to take time to enjoy the simple pleasures in life…like reading or just making a meal. I know I live a small and simple life, and that’s ok with me. Honestly.

I do just feel like I’m missing out on an integral part of who I am because I’ve been basically single for 4 1/2 years. I know plenty of people who think that seems silly, but that’s just me. Bruins and Sox loving, TapFish and crossword puzzle playing, boxers and t-shirt wearing, Covert Affairs and Bill Maher watching, submissive and aggressive little old me.

~ by tatterednotes on July 19, 2011.

2 Responses to “Inertia”

  1. “close call there in the shadows. there’s an end to the dark. cuz there’s someone out there..”

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