Chuckle

Just got an inspiration…just thoughts…posted them as a little snippet on Facebook. Feels good to know the creative juices haven’t left my body…I used to have such a way with words.

Perhaps this is all part of the process of coming out of my shell again?

I still don’t know what to make of the afore-mentioned situation…especially not after the admission on her part that she’s likely to pick up and move across country at any time. I’m just not that kind of spontaneous.

I need stability in my life. I need to know I will have a roof over my head, food in my stomach, my cats are taken care of, and that I have a job that will pay my bills. I know it sounds terribly boring, but those are just my priorities.

Sex and love and travel and all of that are just secondary…not that I don’t want these things also. I do. Very much so…but I can’t see myself enjoying travel without truely being able to afford the time and the expenses.

Someday I will look back on my life at 30 and I will just…

~ by tatterednotes on April 2, 2012.

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