A Letter…To My Future Lover
Dear Future Lover –
I do not know when we will meet. I know it will be at some seemingly random point in both of our lives, but it will be at the exact right moment for both of us. I know I’ve met the wrong people at the right time, and the right people at the wrong time, and I’m certain you have as well. This is the nature of life. We all go through it meeting people and experiencing things with each other so that we may learn and grow.
I am growing. I am becoming the best possible version of myself that I can become. I will always grow and change. I know you are doing the same. I want you to know that I understand that I’ve had to go through a lot of pain and anguish to be able to appreciate what we will have together, and I have the utmost respect for your journey to me as well.
I know that we will have to choose each other every single day and work together to build the life we desire. I’m not afraid. I’ve never been one to shy away from commitment. I never will. I don’t make promises I don’t intend to keep. Please know that I will never stray. When I say that I am yours, I mean it.
I vow to not make you pay for the mistakes of people from my past. I only ask for the same respect in return. I will be open and honest with you and communicate, even when it is a struggle. I’ve learned this lesson, harshly. I will not make that mistake again. I may tell you too much too quickly, but at least you will always know.
If you ever have doubt, please know that all you need to do is look in my eyes. They will always tell you everything. If you still worry, please tell me. Even though I’m a Scorpio and am fairly intuitive, I’m not a mind reader.
I apologize in advance for that. I am really bad at knowing when I am being flirted with or when someone is into me, so you will likely need to make the first move and make it very obvious. I promise you though, I am no shrinking violet. I will repay your boldness in kind my sweet. I have a very keen imagination…one that I am excited to finally share with you.
My darling future lover, once we are together, I hope that I prove to be worthy. I am doing my best to be ready and open to you entering my life. When you’re ready for me, I am here. Arms wide open.
I will love you with everything I am, and everything I will become.
This is my solemn vow to you, my future lover.
Until we meet –
Patiently growing and learning.
