“You’re The Needle.”
So today I was told the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Honestly. “You’re the needle.”
I’m actually still kind of stunned. It was very unexpected and it’s kind of thrown me for a loop because I haven’t stopped to take stock of myself like that before. For someone to tell me that I am the one people search for…it’s making me question a lot.
Why am I so hard on myself? Why do I criticize myself so much? Why do I worry so much?
Someone 3,000+ miles away just managed to turn my self view upside down 2 hours ago and it’s such a weird feeling. Of course, it’s opened up even more questions in my analytical mind…
Am I only the needle to those far away? Do I really give up looking because I should let someone else prove their worth by seeking me out? I mean…fuck. I know my online dating trials and tribulations have been lack the fuck luster…
I need advice I think.
Naked 